I’m so stressed out and currently unable to get a proper grip on the current events in my life. So many emotions and thoughts and questions unanswered.
I managed to lose all interests I have ever had, and I don’t even care anymore. Am I starting to go numb again? Am I going to lose the small amount of emotions and feelings I’ve recently gained? Am I going to lose the people I care about because of it? I suppose it’s nothing new if I do. I know better than to think my life will ever be normal; whatever that happens to be.